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Wednesday, November 28th 2007

5:49 PM

Mckayla

There has been a lot going on so I haven't posted much lately & I am not going to post much tonight. However I want to say this.....

Trystan had a birthday this past Sunday, he is growing up so fast on me. He is my little buddy, but I know before long he will be a little man who will want his "one space". He is 9 going on 16, it isn't fair.

Anyway it got me to thinking about my little girl, she would be turning 7 this month. It is hard to know how I should feel, because we lost her to a miscarriage & a few months later Amy was  pregnant with Donavon who will be 7 in January.

I am happy we have Donavon, we were blessed to have had him but that is where it gets a little weird. If Amy hadn't of lost Mckayla we wouldn't have had Donavon, would've we?

In a perfect world I would have my three wonderful boys & my little girl, but I realized a long time ago that this world we live in is far from being perfect.

I love my children, I wouldn't give them up for anything, I am glad I was blessed with three wonderful boys, they are my world. With that said I want to say this, I miss my little girl, I miss the things I will never be able to do with her or for her.

I do not understand why we were blessed with her only to have her taken away from us before we even got to meet her. I never even got to hold my little baby girl. I never got to see her smile at me, I never got to hear her say daddy, or feel her wrap her finger around my finger. I will never get to look into her eyes & see her mother looking back at me.

I will never get to comb her hair & put it into a ponytail, or dress her in a little dress. I will never get to buy her a Barbie doll  so she could imagine being whatever she wanted to be.

I will never get to scare her boyfriends off, lol, I will never get to see her go to her prom with the one she thinks she is in love with. I will never get walk her down the isle at her wedding, & I will never get to hold my grandchild that she would have given me one day.

I don't understand why I will never get to do any of these things but I do hope & pray that I will get to see her one day in heaven, if I get to go there that is. I love you Mckayla, Happy Birthday my sweetheart.

I heard this song & I cried to it, because it reminded me of the things I was robbed of being able to do for her one day, it's not fair!!




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